THIS IS THE LAST SECOND CHANCE. [wip]

[deertrot]

HALCYON!?
If God's the game you're playing,
Well we must get more acquainted.
Because it has to be so lonely,
to be the only one who's holy.

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Name: Halcyon (Formally: Brittlestar)
Age: Three years (36 months)
Gender: Female
Group: Felidae
Rank: Ace

Personality: Halcyon has faith in everyone and everything, and nearly edges others on and forces them to put up with life even more than they have to. She hates when cats are depressed and suicidal, as it effects her indirectly in some sort of way. But, at the same time, she pities them because she's almost.. helpless, to them. She can't do anything to convince others because she's bad at words, and she can't physically force them to do nothing. She's just.. there with meaningless words. But she still has faith in them and trust, and that faith and trust could easily be lost in one fatal moment.

She used to be extremely bubbly and nice, but you could say that she's a bit more withdrawn nowadays. After a few breakdowns, she started to lose her sense of compassion, sort to speak, but it was kept up with company and such. Halcyon hates how she is and she hates her personality, but it's not like she can even help it. Can she? Well, she tends to put barriers up between herself and her consciousness to pull away from the whole thought process and the over thinking.

Oh, did I mention breakdowns? Yeah, Halcyon has a habit of completely closing herself off from the world and literally mentally breaking down. Sometimes it's random, and sometimes it has meaning; most of the time, it's because she thought about false events that could never even happen in the first place. Or maybe a trigger set her off, who knows? No one knows. You could say because of the break downs she has anxiety, and hates being separated by the ones she love.

Likes... Kittens, the dogs, warm weather, the little trinkets that are lying around
Dislikes... Breakdowns, over thinking, suicidal thoughts/cats, traveling far from home

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History: Halycon-- or rather, Brittlestar at the time, was a happy-go-lucky leader of a clan, HillClan [which was on WCRPG]. She loved everybody and everybody loved her, they were all one big happy family. But then, everyone started dropping like flies and leaving; and she didn't know what to do. She pulled back and broke down on several occasions out of pure panic, and she let the clan fend for themselves whenever she did. He had it set in her mind that she was a bad leader, an awful one.

But, there was always Ravensdeath there for her, who was her deputy at the time. She actually had some interest on another level with him, but she kept it all up inside in order to keep things professional. Well, nothing was really professional with Brittlestar, since she liked to keep it casual. But, it was just her excuse, wasn't it?

The heartbroken leader watched her clan die right before her eyes, and that's when she had enough. She fled with Ravensdeath to a new place, but only to find a worse place-- well, it wasn't all that bad. But the humans died just like how her warriors died, so it was an awful memory that was thrown into the face and burned like acid.